then perhaps one of these days
you can stop sticking yourself with safety pins
you manufacture from memory
after all
this is far far worse
than masturbation and marijuana
and heres the final question
why not tell yourself
to go fuck yourself
theres nothing as disgusting
as narcissus drowning
and watching himself die
and really loving it all
SHIT ON THIS
PISS ON THIS
PUKE ON THIS
didnt you once promise
NEVER AGAIN
and is this dead end
what you meant or is it just
that you did not fully foresee
what a schmuck
you have now made
of yourself to idolize